Mr Big came over last night...and even though I told him we were just friends...it was obvious he wasn't going to pay attention to that. He came over to watch a movie...and since the night before I hung out with Mr Match and it went so well...what was the harm in hanging out with another friend. I wanted to be home where my roomate was screaming distance away if need be...so I felt safer there then being near him somewheres else.
He comes over and he sits right next to me...leaning closer and closer and then my roomate walks in...thank F-ing god...and for someone who is just a friend and who didn't come over for ulterior motives...he sure did jump away fast enough as Roomy walked through the door.
Roomy finally left...and the touches and glances and the when are you going to let me make a move actions came about all over again. I was kind of annoyed...who does he think he is? We were NOT on a date...and I had told him numerous times how I felt about this matter in particular. I was frustrated cause I felt like he could have been a gentleman and stayed my friend this one time...and then next time...sure make a move...but give me time to get to know u better first.
I feel like I could have been anyone...and that to me wasn't what I wanted. Sure...I could have just given in...but I just wasn't as into him as I should have been or wanted to be. But as I said...I was more frustrated cause I feel like I was a booty call more then someone to hang out with.
Its ironic huh...cause the night before I wanted Mr Match to make a move...so see makes me think maybe I'm just not attracted to Mr Big...or maybe I just don't like him period where I do kind of like Mr Match. I like Mr Match's personality way more then Mr Big's...and Bubba's for that matter.
Anyway...I think that might have been the last time I would see Mr Big...
There is no Mr Big in my sexless in the city romance in my happily ever after.
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