Update

I am sorry I am going to stop the "comments" section on here for now. I honestly just need my friends around me right now to give me feedback that isn't negative. I do appreciate the comments... and most do help me... but at the same time some of them can be taken as negative when you tell someone they are a miserable person or even as simply as someone being negative. I have been working on being more positive and am trying to get my life where I am happy being me. I need positivity to be positive in my life right now. Sorry for anyone this may upset.